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Tuesday, March 31, 2015
Hi. Gonna do some stuff on my blog today. I have an explanation and its pretty reasonable to me. So please listen, or look. Thanks. :)
I've been pretty depressed lately. And stressed. I've been trying to save up for a new laptop so i can be more active.
The depression's kinda major. I haven't been able to get out of the house, I'll just sit in my room all day with the xbox and the wii; eating away my feelings. I just got "dumped" I guess you could say. Its pretty complicated, and I'd like to explain through video, but my laptop doesn't have a camera. I guess I'll just type.
I liked, correction, I like this guy. He has a girlfriend. I know right.... ugh. And I've liked him for a long time. A year passed and I finally got his number. Fast forward a few weeks, with no texting at all, I confessed my feelings and how I was not going to let my feelings for a guy take over my life. Fast forward a little more (Like 2 hours) He ended up telling me he liked me too, (remember he has a girlfriend... ugh) Fast forward some more and he had been treating me like I was his girlfriend for at least a week. I had dropped many hints that he needed to "choose" I guess you could say, and they usually went like '____, I don't feel comfortable doing this, If ____ ever found out, I'd be crushed, because I would have hurt her feelings and I wouldn't be able to live with that' He usually just closed up and texted back a 'yeah:(' So a few days later, I texted him this whole long messege, (remember We never see each other in person, even though I wanted to tell him in person) about how I hated asking, but he needed to make a choice. Fast forward 3 days. The convo went like this--
"Honestly, I like you, but I like my girlfriend more. We've been together for months and I don't want to end that."
"Its fine, ___. But you should have thought of that before you lead me on."
"I TOLD you that I didn't want to be just an object, or a second choice, I TOLD you that I didn't want to be strung along and thats exactly what you did."
I told him some more stuff that was sitting in my head, and his reply to it all was-
"I'm sorry"
LISTEN UP GUYS!!!! Girls don't want to be strung along like a puppy on a leash, when theres a big beautiful dog walking in front of you leash free. We want all the cliche stuff, that we see on instagram and youtube and TV. Also we see it at school and everywhere else. When guys do stuff like that guy did to me. We start to wonder if were good enough and we look in the mirror and our mind shouts "THAT'S WHY HE DOESN'T LIKE YOU!" and we can't shake that feeling away very easily.
So yeah, there's why I've been late. How've you been?
Comment please:) I like feedback:)
Follow me on instagram? You dont have to!xD -- Maddie.K.Bowman
Thanks for listening- er, looking! xD byeeee:)
I've been pretty depressed lately. And stressed. I've been trying to save up for a new laptop so i can be more active.
The depression's kinda major. I haven't been able to get out of the house, I'll just sit in my room all day with the xbox and the wii; eating away my feelings. I just got "dumped" I guess you could say. Its pretty complicated, and I'd like to explain through video, but my laptop doesn't have a camera. I guess I'll just type.
I liked, correction, I like this guy. He has a girlfriend. I know right.... ugh. And I've liked him for a long time. A year passed and I finally got his number. Fast forward a few weeks, with no texting at all, I confessed my feelings and how I was not going to let my feelings for a guy take over my life. Fast forward a little more (Like 2 hours) He ended up telling me he liked me too, (remember he has a girlfriend... ugh) Fast forward some more and he had been treating me like I was his girlfriend for at least a week. I had dropped many hints that he needed to "choose" I guess you could say, and they usually went like '____, I don't feel comfortable doing this, If ____ ever found out, I'd be crushed, because I would have hurt her feelings and I wouldn't be able to live with that' He usually just closed up and texted back a 'yeah:(' So a few days later, I texted him this whole long messege, (remember We never see each other in person, even though I wanted to tell him in person) about how I hated asking, but he needed to make a choice. Fast forward 3 days. The convo went like this--
"Honestly, I like you, but I like my girlfriend more. We've been together for months and I don't want to end that."
"Its fine, ___. But you should have thought of that before you lead me on."
"I TOLD you that I didn't want to be just an object, or a second choice, I TOLD you that I didn't want to be strung along and thats exactly what you did."
I told him some more stuff that was sitting in my head, and his reply to it all was-
"I'm sorry"
LISTEN UP GUYS!!!! Girls don't want to be strung along like a puppy on a leash, when theres a big beautiful dog walking in front of you leash free. We want all the cliche stuff, that we see on instagram and youtube and TV. Also we see it at school and everywhere else. When guys do stuff like that guy did to me. We start to wonder if were good enough and we look in the mirror and our mind shouts "THAT'S WHY HE DOESN'T LIKE YOU!" and we can't shake that feeling away very easily.
So yeah, there's why I've been late. How've you been?
Comment please:) I like feedback:)
Follow me on instagram? You dont have to!xD -- Maddie.K.Bowman
Thanks for listening- er, looking! xD byeeee:)
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